Monday, June 28, 2010

my first blog


nung una kitang nakilala kala ko kaibigan lang magiging turing ko sayo pero bakit ganun parang ang bilis ng lahat minahal kita kaagad. lam mo yung feeling na palagi mo syang naiisip,naalala, tapos kapag kumakain na ako at bigla ko syang naisip yung tibok ng puso ko sobrang bilis nawawalan tuloy ako ng gana kumain sa sobrang kaba ko. tapos andami-dami ko pang naiisip tungkol sakanya. like kanina may nakita ako pictures nya with a girl named erica and ive noticed the date was taken that picture...oh crap! i dont know what should i think about it. naisip ko tuloy sincere kaya sya sakin? totoo ba kaya yung love nya for me? ako lang ba talaga? kasi nga ni hindi pa kami nagkikita in person and now he's in the PI for vacation. hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat kung isipin. naguguluhan ako X___X ayoko ng ganitong feeling. oo i smiled this whole day but deep inside im feelin sad. i miss him ni hindi sya nag send ng message eh haaay. maybe he's busy uhm. tapos im feelin nervous pa.. anu kaya to? bakit ganito? ayokong masaktan pero i think sa huli masasaktan at masasaktan talaga ko. i dont know >_< i dont want to think about it kung anung susunod na mangyayari. but i wish everytime you say iloveyou to me, mean it please. dont hurt me again. cuz i love you ♥ you know that...

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