GUY: FOR YOU MY GIRL..

UNKNOWINGLY IM SMILING
MY HEART KEEPS DRAWING NEAR YOU
SHOULD I KEEP YOU IN MY HEART WITH A SMILE?
OR SHOULD I PRETEND NOT TO KNOW AND HIDE?
I WANT TO BECOME A GOOD MAN FOR YOU
SO YOU CAN COUNT ON ME
EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I CANT FACE IT CALMLY
BUT THATS JUST FOLLOWING MY HEART
I TURN AROUND TO HIDE MY WAVERING HEART
I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT LOVE
MY HEART KEEPS REFUSING TO MOVE WITH ME :">

funny dream

hello my blog^^, just wanna tell story about my dream last night. OMG that was soo funny. i dreamed bout the one i love. ok this is tha story: nasa pilipinas daw sya nun and ako din sa hindi ko lam na nangyari nasa pilipinas din daw ako to meet him then yun may isang school na meeting place namin then yun nagkakagulo yung mga tao sakanya (pra kasing showbiz buhay nya ata daming mga paparazzi jokes) then yun nakita ko sya paparating then ako naman kinabahan na T.T tapos i ask my self mkikipag meet ba ko sa taong to? hmmm o___O then yun ive decided to run. nasa loob na sya ng school nun then waaaah! napansin nya ko papaalis na then sinundan nya ko tapos nag-aask sya. ikaw ba si irene? that time nasa likod ko lang sya nun and nakatalikod ako sknya (obviously,nsa likod ko nga sya haha) then hindi ako sumasagot dretsyo ako sa paglalakad ko then napatakbo ako waaah! nanghabol ang loko. tapos nahulog daw ako sa medyo hindo kalalimang bangin then nahimatay ako tapos paggising ko nasa isang room ako and biglang dumating si guy! X_X OMG! at napansin kung iba na suot kung damit.. then yun tnanong ko sya sinong nagpalit ng damit ko then biglang dumating matandang babae. lola daw nya tapos biglang sinabi sknya (GANDA2 MUNA APO KO, SINONG MGA MANLILIGAW MO?) waaaaah! nagulat daw ako. tapos tinanong ko sya at nabubulol pa daw ako. ba-babae ka? @_@ OMG! tapos hinawakan ko daw dibdib nya. waaaaaah! babae k nga! ahahha xD natatawa ako pagkagising ko that day.. anung klaseng panaginip ba yun? LOL XD dahil ba maraming tao talaga na pinagkakamalan syang girl because of his size and looks? O__O ahaaaay!! ewan... ok thats it!! after nyan nagising na ko :"P the end of my story telling haha! hope you like it guys^^,

hoity-toity

watta sleepless night folks >.> hmmm.. so whats the topic for now? ok..lemme think first.. <.< uhmmmmm.. ok! can i ask u guys? O__o do u believe and how can u prove that the one people saying he\she loves you if he\she only says that thru email? how? O____o haaaay! cuz me... if you guys ask me that question.. i will answer yes! as long as i trust him\her i will believe him! even though its just through email! i dont care because you can feel it while reading his\her message and if the connection between you and the sender are same. you know what i mean?? O___o
and ahaha! just wanna share something you know what everytime i read his messages for me my body feels like hoity-toity (kinikilig) hahah! xD
but its true ^__^ and my heart keeps beating fast and i really feel the love <3
it was like im imagining that he is in front of me while im reading his message. hahah! am i crazy?? @____@ loving someone that i haven't seen yet haaaay! soo sad .. i want to be with him everyday but i think our destiny saying DONT! :(

thinkin about you

im sitting here and thinking about him. im gettim messed up again X____X did he really mean what he said lastnight?? because i saw something again.."sya lang ba talaga mamahalin mo? forever? na hihintayin mo sya,hanggang sa dumating sya ulit? soo anu ako para sayo?? one of your toy now? ganun?? AYOKO NG GANITO! so please tell the truth early as hell now.. GEEEZ! im goin crazy again now. i hate this feeling, you know? i hate to be HURT by someone i really love! even though we still dont see each other. minahal kita eh. as in mahal na kita ngayon haaaay! pero wala akong magagawa if sya lang talaga mamahalin mo. im happy na nakilala kita through FB. kung sya lang talaga for you i will be happy kasi nagpaatotoo ka lang.
and isa pa pala i didn't know na favorite song nya pala yung naging fave ko din na song now. i think its accidentally that we have the same taste of song >_>
uhmmmm... sorry, i think this blog site is my new diary now. -bye

someone loves you

i only love one person but is he really loves me? the way i am to him...
does he really care about me??
did he thinks about me everytime?? like the way, i do..
i only want you but is there some way to be with you FOREVER?? without breaking up in the future...
i really do love you boy ♥ i mean it.
you are the only i think everyday and night. you are my inspiration. you are the one whos giving me strength.
please be careful with my heart .. i dont want to b hurt in the end ..
but if your love wasn't true at all.. please tell me now..
but if you really do love me.. i just wanna say im lucky with you... i am lucky being with you.
i wish all the things that you've said to me before is all true (i wish and i hope)
i dont want to CRY.. you know what my weakness is? my weakness is losing someone i really LOVE ...and
i need many things to help me live, but I need only you, to make life worth living cuz I LOVE YOU♥♥♥

magkasama

Mamahalin kita ng walang hanggan
At hinding-hindi ka iiwan
Walang masama kung tayo'y magkasama
At kahit tayo'y nagkakamali
Hiling na sana'y di nalang nangyari
Pero ayus lang basta tayo'y magkasama

Simula ng makilala ka, iba nadarama
Puso ko ay sigurado na ikaw na nga
Ang paglalaanan ko ng buong mundo
Bibigay ang buhay ko, para lamang sa iyo
Pag nangako ka hindi ako aalis
Makamtan ko lang ang pag-ibig mo na kay tamis
Ano ba dapat gawin para makita mo
Nandito lang ako, hindi ako lalayo
Gusto ko ibigay ang di mo pa nakakamtan
Parte ka lagi ng buhay ko dapat alam mo yan
Wag ka mag-alala, di ako tulad nila
Na basta mang iiwan pag may ibang umapila
At alam ko nababagay ka sa mga
Nakaraan ko kaya minsan tinutopak ka
Ganun din ako kaya intindi kita
Di na mag-iiba kasi nga mahal kita

Kahit na tayong dalawa ay may pagitan
Distansya lang iyon pero ating puso't isipan
Ay magkalapit pagkat tayo'y nagmamahalan
Ng walang hangganan at yun tanging kayamanan
Na ating pinagbabakas, ikaw ang aking lakas,
Sana ay wag mag wakas, sana wag mag-iba landas
Nating dalawa, kasi di ko malalaman
Ang aking gagawin pag ako'y iyong iniwanan
At alam kong tayo'y nagkakamali, at hindi mapakali
Kapag hindi agad tayo nagkakabati
So ako'y humihingi ng tawad sa mga
Kasalanan kong di na maitatama kasi nangyari ka

Anu pa ba ang masasabi ko
Inlove na inlove ako sayo
Sinasabi ko lang ang totoo
Sayo lang ako nagkaganto

Kahit anong mangyari
Ikaw lang ang iibigin ko
Hindi ko kayang lumayo sayo
Alam mo ba, mahal na mahal kita
Di na maghahanap pa ng iba
Basta ba...

MAGKASAMA ta'yong dalawa
Ikaw at ako, kailanman hindi tayo magkakalayo
Dahil tayo ang pinagtagpo ng tadhana
Kaya ako ngayon ay nandito, para malaman mo
Kung gaano ka kahalaga, ikaw nag-iisa dito sa buhay ko...

call me Ai

hello im mary irene farin
-i love to write about the thing that all happens to me even its a sad or happy moments
-i love to draw anything i want to draw
-i love makin other people happy :)
-what you see is the real me. if you know me.
-if you love me. i love you too.
-if you hate me. i will do anything to stop you hating on me cuz imma nice girl so no reason for me to be hated
-i love my friends and i really really miss them.
-im soo shy to talk to the other people i didn't know at all.
-i hate pink even though imma girl. i hate it.
-i love dark colors such as gray.black.blue.red.
-imma loner. i can live without noisy things.
-once i hear a sad song. my tear keeps fallin.
-since i was in 3rd. year highschool all the guys that i like or love. they didn't like me soo i always ended up crying and crying and crying.
-imma happy person. a bit of childish. a bit of crazy sometimes.
-i like senti song.love song.acoustic all songs bout love. i like it.
-imma crybaby as in "iyakin" in tagalog.
-if i love you. i will tell you and i really mean it. but if not sorry. that means i hate you.
-im not aggressive person..imma importunate as in "makulit" in tagalog but like what ken said in a positive way.
-i dont want to be hurt.but if i hurt. i will cry inside my room thats my fave place to cry on.
-i dont like bad things cuz its a sin. even though i know imma sinful girl.
-i love GOD and i know he loves me too. all of us.
-i like researching other interesting things in this world.
-i love my family ♥♥♥
-i wish im with my love now. cuz i love you. i really do love you ken.
and lastly
-imma emotional person. as in super. :"<

my first blog

nung una kitang nakilala kala ko kaibigan lang magiging turing ko sayo pero bakit ganun parang ang bilis ng lahat minahal kita kaagad. lam mo yung feeling na palagi mo syang naiisip,naalala, tapos kapag kumakain na ako at bigla ko syang naisip yung tibok ng puso ko sobrang bilis nawawalan tuloy ako ng gana kumain sa sobrang kaba ko. tapos andami-dami ko pang naiisip tungkol sakanya. like kanina may nakita ako pictures nya with a girl named erica and ive noticed the date was taken that picture...oh crap! i dont know what should i think about it. naisip ko tuloy sincere kaya sya sakin? totoo ba kaya yung love nya for me? ako lang ba talaga? kasi nga ni hindi pa kami nagkikita in person and now he's in the PI for vacation. hindi ko alam kung ano ba dapat kung isipin. naguguluhan ako X___X ayoko ng ganitong feeling. oo i smiled this whole day but deep inside im feelin sad. i miss him ni hindi sya nag send ng message eh haaay. maybe he's busy uhm. tapos im feelin nervous pa.. anu kaya to? bakit ganito? ayokong masaktan pero i think sa huli masasaktan at masasaktan talaga ko. i dont know >_< i dont want to think about it kung anung susunod na mangyayari. but i wish everytime you say iloveyou to me, mean it please. dont hurt me again. cuz i love you ♥ you know that...